of course id be to blame for this. i am from that disgusting obsession that led to this. we dont even know for sure when mintys coming back or if he even is still alive i mightve complained about how he would reject an opportunity to be cool with people sometimes but i think i understand why he did it. EnderClan has been around him for years yet no matter what he did, he would still be his main target. no matter how hard he tried to run away "theres no escape." thats what minty thought. and he used to torment himself with these thoughts day to day, the thought of never escaping EnderClan, and the fact that he has most of his personal information. sensitive material he could blackmail minty with doxxing, ddosing, leaking nudes, etc. with the main purpose being to ruin his life and he always happened to be the main target. the mere thought of this cycle led him to believe there was just no more hope left for him, that he could never be happy, and that maybe he would find happiness in death, thus stop suffering reality. he even told me i was the only good thing in his life. but even then, he took his steps to his suicide attempt although it hasnt been a very long time since ive met him (approximately... 6 months?) ive unfortunately grown very attached to him. he was the only person in the world who could actually made me feel as more of a person that the monster i believe i am, in a much healthier way than the way i usually desperately did which used to be comparing myself to worse people, then id find comfort. which is probably why ive been more drawn towards EnderClan lately. but minty would talk me out of it and tell me i wasnt even as bad as i thought i was and that even if i was as bad, he didnt mind because he loved me! and i loved him. and i really dont want this to end. as i mentioned earlier, he did attempt suicide. but fortunately his parents were contacted, and thus notified us that he was in the hospital, or at least thats what ive heard so i believe hes alright. he will be alright. if he comes back ill try my best to convince him that theres still reasons to keep going. ill leave EnderClan alone id do ANYTHING! i just want minty back.